Still Waiting

Saturday, July 02, 2005

sighs.. today is another boring day. but went out with my family today though. actually to celebrate father's day. XD haha.. went to have our dinner at pasta mania.. damn full man.. god.. and i went shopping with my sister. gosh.. great singapore sale.. and there's sooo much i need to buy!! sighs. horoscope says i'm having financial difficulty this month and it was a spot-on. =(

i wanna buy tank tops, foundation, mascara, a denim skirt, tube, a crop jacket, accessories, SHOES!! (damn i need shoes badly) , a bag for shopping, a bag for school and a sling bag. HAIZ.... so much right? so... by economic term, i'll have lots of opportunity costs to forgo. =(

n i badly need a slim body la.. getting fatter again already.. =(

so boring huh... life.. anyways.. was watching tv a while ago.. saw those guys break dancing.. GOSH~~ so shuai... haha suddenly i feel like a sec 1 girl.. lol.. going yaya over cool guys.. XD will wish to meet a guy who can breakdance.. haha.. ask him to dance for me lol.. entertainment XD

hmm.. life's kinda boring me nowadays.. wanna watch whitechicks!! didnt have a chance to watch this show at all lor.. and.. next monday's youth day.. supposed to go swimming with my darlings.. but.. my mum reminded me again, that i ought to be helping her out when she's going to hospital on monday.. take care of ADELINE.. it's really boring.. i wanna go swimming with my girlfriends! at jurong swimming complex.. sighs.. been looking so forward to this outing.. actually i still can make it, but i'll have to leave at 2 pm like that, and meet my mum at tan tock seng hosp. =(

life is really boring me.. hope that there's someone 24 hours free for me.. haha.. tt'll be robot then. =)

well.. gonna start my reading logs tmr.. ARGH.. fine.. start today, meaning there's much less work tmr =))

sighs.. my eldest sis is going to m'sia now.. =( gonna miss her.. haha.. bet she wouldnt even think of me saying such mushy stuff.. well.. =( abit cant bear to. =< anyways.. she's going on a trip to genting with her sec sch friends.. those damn close one.. hmm.. lead me into thinking.. when will g6 go on a trip overseas? haha... need some guys though, it's safer this way. maybe tts when we will be having group dating XD haha... cant wait to grow up!! but... i dread my birthday this year.. =(( 17 years old.. i really really want to remain 16 years old forever..

anyways... sis says she's gonna buy many "branded" stuff back!! haha.. i wanted a bag, and hopefully she gets a nice one back... meaning one thing is striked off my wishlist.. =>>

hmmm... i still cant find a decent blogskin.. n i'm so sad la.. sighs. cant ever find a better blogskin? hmm.. shall wait la.. den see if some nicer blogskin is being created. i suppose i've looked through almost all blogskins already. really cant find a one that is nice and suitable for me. =(

sian!!!! i wanna learn how to make template too... haha.. i'm an idiot when it comes to computing... XD

kk la.. that's all for today.. i wanna swim tomorrow!! any gals wanna come with me? haha.. perhaps i'll get too lazy again XD will be teaching tuition tmr too... very sian leh.

sighs... second sis going out too.. for her primary school gathering stuff.. well.. i'm alone at home... cos dad and mum is out.. so lonely!! but.. i can ROCK THE WHOLE HOUSE!!! haha.. no nagging xD lol..

dad's taken my handphone out to use.. but well. doesnt make a difference, whether my phone is lying on my bed, the sofa, my table, beside the telly, or in my pocket. it doesnt ring anyway.

and i cannot exceed this month.. cannot la... it's less then two weeks of the month.. and i've used about 180 smses.. sighs.. need to control already. still have around 20 days to pass through...

i wish to be a whole lot better. today a person came knocking on my door, asking me to do a survey.. national youth stuff. asked lots of questions, and.. most of them were when u have problems approach who and stuff.. and do i like myself and stuff.. lots of such questions. youth. =) and with this survey, i realised something. i wasnt really happy with my life. i wasnt really happy with what i have and what i'm doing now. and i know, deep down inside my heart, i was so much better off during that period of life. was one of the happiest i once had. but anyways, i should be forward looking, no use regretting, and i will recreate the best life i can for myself. hmm.. a reflection of my life huh. yups.

but i realise another when i told my sis i was talking to the person who asked the survey stuff. and i realise i was YOUNG. =) cos that person didnt ask my sister to do the survey. no matter what, i'm a YOUTH =)) so happy hur! =>> but. my two sisters are adults, and they can go out at this time of the day. zzz...

god.. i got so many crap to talk about xD.. haha.. gtg le.. byebye!

-when are you coming back? ;